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Don't Let Me Go
04:26
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Don't let me go on my way down this road alone
(I just want someone to understand me)
Can't you see how the words escaped me?
Nothing feels right, I'm lost and empty
I never meant to be like this I'll never be worth your forgiveness
I never knew, I never knew
Breaking and entering, breaking apart every bridge I've built
Saying to myself that I deserve to feel this sense of guilt
(I'm nothing, it's nothing, I'm nothing)
What will it take to make you believe I'm not fine by myself?
Tell me it's not okay
There'd be no mention if I slipped into a depression I thought I would never have (I never wanted this pain)
I never thought that in a million years
That I would be the person who's begging to die
Cause in my life the suffering was never clear
Until the night I woke to find my life's passed me by
Where will I go when the sun has set? (where will I go?)
Where will I go when there's nothing left? (where will I go?)
Time is never ending it's never on my side
I feel like I have nobody left
These dreams of suicide they make me surrender and give in to my delusions
Every night I wake up in a sweat, wishing that it was blood
Gun to my temple I pull on the trigger
But if I could find the courage nothing would be left and I'd be gone
Ghosted
I never thought that in a million years
That I would be the person who's begging to die
Cause in my life the suffering was never clear
Until the night I woke to find my life's passed me by
Scream my name, I swear it'd be the same as if I fell from earth
(As if I never came into the)
Lives of the loved ones I used to know
Tell them all I tried
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What's Left to Believe
03:27
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Looking back on all of the mistakes I’ve made, opportunities that I’ve missed
Life gets to you when it begins to move further from the dreams in your headspace
I can dream, I can live inside a fantasy
Build a wall, burn a bridge, make a memory
Living in the glory days, the replays of who I would be
If I had kept my eyes on the horizon, but I drowned inside the sea
As I find myself wondering if I’m alone
And then I call to you, come with me and sing this song
“Get out” underneath the influence of you
“Life ends when you choose to lay it down for good”
“It isn’t me, it wasn’t me!” I never wanted to be reliving all my glory days instead of living them now
Trapped in this cycle of never making it, faking it all the time
What’s in my mind that is telling me to not give up?
Is it a false sense of hope that I’m feeling now?
Shed me a light, show me some sort of sign
Who will I be in the end? What will I leave behind?
Everything I’ve loved has vanished right in front of me
What’s left to believe? What’s left here for me?
Where’s my sense of purpose?
What’ll it mean when I die, what’ll it mean when I’m gone, what’ll my legacy be?
Will you remember my name, will you remember my face, what’ll it matter to you?
Am I another forgotten vagabond lost to the wind betting it all on a whim?
I never meant to be selfish, I always wanted to be selfless, but when your sense of self’s questioned
It kills a man inside
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You Make Me Hate Myself
03:47
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4. |
Interlude
01:13
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5. |
In Time We All Unravel
04:02
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Harboring temptation, you think you’ve found a cure
To all the ambiguity you know you’ve felt before
When you begin to look back on all these things you’ve done
I know you’ll start to doubt yourself, and prove to them you’re someone
You are never far from grace, you’re never far from home
In time, your mind may lose itself, but when it starts to roam
Weary in the endless desert, deep within your soul
I just wanted you to know that you are not alone
Taken back, and pushed beyond my limits
Nothing’s fine
Here lies every stone that I’ve cast
The weight of the world is a strong catalyst to break the back of a stubborn man in his prime
Chorus
No, I will never be a memory who lies beautifully
In the earth with no tombstone that tells the life, of a man
Who gave with his heart and who healed with his hands
I will always and only be just a man, nothing more
How do we make it through?
You have to believe there is hope in you
There’s still good in this world
Nothing is perfect, but you must press on
Because in time we all unravel
Chorus
No, I will never be a memory who lies beautifully
With the earth with no tombstone that tells the life, of a man
Who gave with his heart and who healed with his hands
I will always and only be just a man, nothing more
Trust me, it’s never enough
Always beyond your grasp in the end
You’re betting on a mirage inside your head that no one else can see
This life is too short to waste it on anguish
There is so much more beyond the scope of a dead wish
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6. |
Let You In
03:32
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If I told the truth, would you still believe me?
If I let you in, would you stay here with me?
I’m always on my last leg, first in last place
Last to see my visions in motion
Devotion has gotten me far in the middle of nowhere
I’ll never be who I want, you’ll never see me for me
I’ll never make you see the best in me
This could make, this could break everything
You’ve wanted me to show you who I am, well stop and think
Is this what you wanted? Is this what you wanted from me?
And if I told you the truth would you think it’s me?
And would you start to see the best of me?
I was always the one to take all this for granted
All that I’ve loved and it’s slowly slipping away from me
You will never stop the winds of change
In this life you’ll make mistakes
Nothing is promised, nothing is free
And if you’re listening then take this from me
Feel that anguish, feel that pain and let it change your heart
If I told the truth, would you still believe, believe in me? (2x)
If I let you in, would you stay here with me? (2x)
Don’t fade away (4x)
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Varia Virginia
Melodic/Post Hardcore from Virginia, USA. Debut EP out NOW!
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